EMO-ing soap

2009-03-19T14:33:00.002+08:00

another boring day at home... i have this boring routine. wake up, brush teeth n bath, go eat, watch t.v till 5, go c ppl blog till 6, thn go shop hlp out. thn cum home sleep n it starts all over again the next day. i can go crazy. bored bored bored. last week was quite a mess. 3 na had their elective modules i took pastry cheif. not bad. i kinda liked it but had two damn annoying ulser in my throut so couldnt eat the yummy treats i made. it was torture. the fri was not such a fun or gd day 4 me. it was a very short day. i had to run here n there like a mad monkey. after prayers went striaght to the stadium after waiting 4 fird. went late as usual haha. was kinda sad. i did not participate in the running. sad did not have a partner or a group to run in. n i cant run solo so my chance was gone. poof. thn the next day my bros bday. n i had to go 4 a camp. how suckish? it was like !@#$ i had to wake up in the moring at 3.am !!!!! to get ready as i needed to b in school at 7 not a minute late. haiz. the 3 day 2 night camp was over very fast. sad to say i kinda miss the camp. when i got home went in the room n saw all the present that my bro frens got 4 hime n felt quite sad. i didnt get 4 him anything. sry bro. i felt guilty( although he dosent buy anything 4 me on my bday). but nvm. as long as i give ppl wat their heart most desire haha. i think i m gona go sleep now haha i know its only 5 but hey i was up all night ok... nvm all this will be reward with $$$ at the end haha.

To do list
1. HOMEWORK
2. GET ps3 GAME
3. SLEEP
4. GET A NEW EARPIEACE

2009-03-05T19:54:00.003+08:00

i hate today... it started off moody... i knew we were getting our test paper 4 eng today. didnt have mood to play or eat... quite disappointed also... saw my best fren n i didnt even say hi... omg but i was just 1. shy 2.no mood... ok thn went to eng with a sad face... i didnt tell any y i was moody... i got back the paper n saw 29/80!!! i immidiatly went to the cloze passage n got 2 mark 31/80 thn compre had 3 more mark. but to my it was just not enough... i have nvr failed my eng be4 it was the sub that i can do very well in n did not have to worry abt anything. but as mdm jayanthi said it is just an eye opener on how the n lvl paper is gona b like... sry to say this but u wont c the 'joking' hypersoap in class anymore... but on the other hand got a 89 4 poa haha im a pro in poa. ppl say its hard but not 4 me hahaha. i just need tyme to understand wat the teacher is talking... but im afriad that my class is not that of a quite class... SERIOULY i cant study in peace its damn hard. every second there would atleast be some1 talking. but wat to do. if u cant stop thm join thm hahaha. im sso looking 4ward to next week. i promissed u a psp n i will give u that psp slim on fri. haha if u read this it wont b a suprise haha but nvm...

english:33/80 (need to improve but i no i can)
chemistry: 14/25 [ i m happy i pass my chem =)]
physiics: 12.5/25 ( omg i cant belive i got so low its really very badly done)
tamil: --/-- ( dont need to talk abt tamil i suck in it)

2009-02-28T11:41:00.003+08:00

the past few day had no mood to go on9 or blog. i really hate my tooooooooot brother, i cant even believe his related to me... he treats me like a dog. the only place i can be happy is in sch where i can c all my broz n frens. i am just trying to look happy so the ppl around me wont feel sad or bothered when their around me... ya i really dun want to continue sry...

i am trying to be a best fren, u go around telling ppl that im ur best fren but do we act that way? u no smt i have been seeing ur blog ever since nov 29... i no all that u wrote. i no u r stress. but cant u atleast give me a chance to brighten ur day? i will do anything for u cuz my love 4 u had nvr died not even for a sec... why cant we be like how we were in the nov holidays be4 i went to melbourn? i just want to chat with u la. im trying my very best to no u better n to find out what ur going tru... im trying my best to talk to u. but whenever i talk to u its that i feel ur avoiding me... sry if i take u wrong maybe ur not avoiding but just let me be ur trusted fren... im writing all this just to tell u how i feel... tc hope u can c wat im going tru. you can belive u can tell me anything

2009-02-21T14:05:00.006+08:00

hello sry for not posting for a very long time... been busy. n the main reason was i had no time... even on sat. aw well nvm...im super bored... u can say i got no life... i go to sch to c my frens n to play basket ball'... i really dun like this 2009... at the start already it sucked... i always ask myself 1 question. do i have true frens.. i no now i got 6 true frens that i can trust... 1. kenny(3a1) 2. andy(3a2) 3.sean(3a1) 4.davin(3a1) 5. rashidah(3e1) the last but definitely not least 6. faqirah(3e1). btw andy dun think that u r in a2 that means we will be apart u r still my close fren! ok wait if i tell u wat i do in sch u will think im stupid/crazy. morning before assembly basket ball, recess basketball, after school basketball , and at night if u r think basketball ur WRONG!!! haha im not that crazy. i play game n look at blog. if u wonder where my hw go? it goes in my class... i miss you like mad.k gtg

2009-02-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

wow today was started with a bad start... ACCIDENT... haha i kena accident i really dun wan to explain what happen cuase im trying to 4get wat happned... but i think i crack my bone... omg it hurts... nvm in school wah! sian! 2 test! poa and maths omg STRESS... but poa was a piece of cake but maths wow 11/30 haha that is bad... need to forcus but cant... today cant play basketball because of the incident... went 4 exco meeting n it is SO stuffy in the new ava room. ltr went to mac limping...... its was so damn tiring haha thn went home the end haha... till thn

2009-02-02T20:28:00.003+08:00

wow today was tiring... had a bad stomachache... maybe its cuz i hate smt bad yesterday? i duno... as usual i went to play basket ball at recess... thn had a long day hate 1 hr of poa omg i could slp haha! but must study la cant lose intrest. at assembly i got a nice scolding frm my teacher mr raj.
lol it was my fault. at that time i had no mood to laugh even if it was so damn funny... thn again went to play basket ball. i feel like playing soccer but the ppl playing is not close to me so ya cant play... =( ... nvm will play 1 day n ill be training at home ha ha by breaking glass. MAN its really hard... whatever i do is a mistake to the ppl around me... i feel like screaming my head off. OMG i can concentrate like this. haiz... OK then bye

2009-02-01T19:41:00.008+08:00

hello today was a short day... woke up at 11.30, ate went to bath and went out... thn now im here blogging... very short day... im back to being hyper! but just on the outside... as in i will try to be happy around my friends haha ... but all my problems, troubles sadness is hidden behind a smile... yeah if u come to my blog plz remember to tag and go... if u listen to the song it describes abit on how i feel till thn

2009-01-31T14:29:00.003+08:00

ok my blog is so call alive... but i dun think it will live 4 long... today was a very tiring day. i went swimming with cousins and it was really very chaotic.. but had fun thn came back got my blog done... thx to my fren MANNAN... he is the ex staff sergeant of npcc.. he is really the best haha... but sad he wont be coming to np anymore beacuse of 1 stupid sleepy security guy... but i promise u that i will try all that i can to make u come back... my life is getting better i just thought was is the use of being quite if it is gona bother every1 around me... so im not gona b sad in sch anymore... but i might dump my feeling here that i cant hlp... ill be here for you till thn bye

2009-01-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

sry all
didnt blog for a long time... today i was very active in class lol... made fun of my friends cuz my teacher read love leter that we wrote haha... ya it was kinda fun but the other lessons was such a bore... i didnt play basket ball much... cant... need to forcus on poa and most important is the council 09... got alot of things on my mind but have a gd love life la... try to enjoy urself but also concentrate on studies la... till thn a lost friend...

2009-01-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

sorry ppl i wont be blogging awhile cuz i got this huge pile of hw that is in my bag n not touch i better get to it... if u c me happy rite that is becuz i m hiding all my sadness behind my smile n laughter... so yeah nvm abt... i dun think ppl really care haiya nvm... im geting the coldshoulder by alot of ppl n im sick n tired of it... i miss 1e3 they were the best class i ever took 4 the sec 1 oriantation... they still remember me and most of thm gave me a bear huge lol... i hope all the sec 1 have a gd year ahead... not so into basketball ready cuz there is alot of things to do... i really hope i dun get white hair lol i dun want to get any white hair... it looks disgusting lol... gona stay b everyday 4 i think this year... OMG n i need to find a job! my mom agreed to give me money if i come work 4 her lol no bad sia, so i took it la... ok bye 4 now

2009-01-19T20:43:00.003+08:00

Today was not so good... i really didnt have any mood...
i feel like i made a mistake if i have a time machine i would go b in time to change wat i did wrong...
i have best frenz but they don't think im their best fren so ya lonely life... sian
i used to b very hyper to a motivation but the motivation has died as the days past... i got no mood to carry on blogging so im gona end now

2009-01-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

by far the best gift EVER black is just my fav colour

2009-01-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

Im sry ppl gimmie around 1 week to bring my blog to life
i am still learning abt blogging so i might take quite long sry

1st timer

2009-01-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

YELLOW ALL
IM YUSOF but u can call me soap
wondering why i call myself soap??? it was a name my basketball broz gave me.
ya i play basketball, soccer and i love to hang out with my frens.
if i tell u my height u would be like wondering how do i play basket ball lol yeah my height is 1.50 this yeah n im 15 lol .
it is hard sometime 4 me to play basketball but my height doesnt stop me frm playing.
err this is my 1st time blogging with my own account. so sry if i make any mistakes